Turn of events...

Hello,

A turn of events happened on Thursday. Sometimes I think its Cole's way of giving me some peace of mind. Whatever it is, when something unpleasant happens, something good comes from it.

Knowing Cole's anniversary was coming up I find it brings me back to the days leading up to his death. I remember, quite vividly, the heat and feeling of the weather, the smell in the hospital and the way the sky looked at his death. Those memories have not faded and they bring me into moments of flash backs.. those are tough. So as the days went by I was relieved to pass Cole's anniversary and focus on the future.

On Thursday I get a strange email from CNBC. I replied and numerous phone calls ensued. I was asked to be on their new TV show. On Saturday we filmed for 6 hours which was quite fun. Not to mention Emma couldnt believe when she saw herself on Camera. And then today, Monday, I am to report to the studio at 3pm for Hair and Makeup and then Live at 4pm. Whoah.. still cant believe it.

So Im still waiting on my divorce!! The judge has had my paperwork for 8 weeks now and I am anxious to hear I am divorced and can finally be free. I swear, getting married took 10 minutes and getting divorced has been over a year. Crazy!

I posted a picture of Emma as the film crew was setting up my house. The picture is of her first glimpse of herself on the small tv on the side for filming. :)

b